| I'm amazed that they have all these books on that little search thing. Anyways I decided to post now since im procrastinating and I havent done so in a long long time. I just got back from the PCL to find out someone was in my parking spot. Not only was the horse in my parking lot she is currently laughing like some kinda of rabid animal on crack( if that makes any sense) on the stairs by our apartment. She sounds like a hyena, thats more accurate. I just wanna throw some rotten food from our trash that btw badly needs to be taken out at her and her mad laughing giraffe face.
Soon after I got my new car I hurt it, its got a slash in its back, its small cant hardly see it, but its there, my cars been somewhat devirginized by my over confident driving antics. Its ironic cuz just before it happend my brother was warning me abt how im not careful and I'm " not the best driver in the wooorld" and then BAM it happened. And everything went haywire. My parents are currently in california, my brother apparently has a job, and is earning money, something which sadly enough im not doing yet grrr.
My time will come I suppose, and so will Grad school. I just need somemore motivation im so iffy abt what im getting myself into but im just gonna roll with it ( as wisely stated by the backstreet boys in the first album).
My birthday twas wonderfully fun. I managed to puke my brains out, i got sick on Jasons jacket and had to get it dry cleaned for him. And I did what everyone SHOULD be doing their freshman year but it took some time for me to get aroudn to it i.e. puking on the E bus, Im suprised the driver didnt see. Then i managed to be extremely hard to control and they pretty much had to restrain all my limbs as a slept and i had the hangover that goes with all the fun. I also got a choclate body wrap two day before compliments of im not sure quite who but my friends hehe. That was intensly relaxing, it was two hours of massaging and all kindsa fun stuff. Funny thing is when we first go there the lady gave me and Sri directions and then kinda told us to get naked haha and then left. So we stood there kinda awkwardly like uuh are we just supposed to get naked in front of each other. But we mad ea dont look at me pact and sorted all that out with some crafty under the sheets clothes removal and as well.
Also most importantly, I HATE SCHOOL, right now i do, im learning abt the most useless crap taking this one absolutely useless class i abhor and suprisingly its not some stupid history or government class( which btw i am being froced to take one of those) its a biology class with the worst professor ever. I just dont like him, i dont wanna mention names cuz thats bad karma. Hes so fuddy duddy and doesnt know what hes talking abt or lets say he forgets what hes talking abt a few minutes after he starts and his classes are boring.
Also I just remember this incredibly retarded attempt to impress my english teacher in highschool, who now that i think of it what the hell was i thinking! lol Mr.Calib  I wrote this poem thats the biggest peace of trash ever but it got his attention, man I was such a HARD CORE REBEL!
A Student's Freedom
Sweaty hands and furrowed brow,
I approached the teachers desk.
A wave of confusion swept across my face,
As I received a commanding nod.
Adrenaline wafted through the room,
Peers awaited my sentence.
One that would weigh me down as an outsider?
The Dogma of discipline that draped the walls,
Of the institution frustrated me.
Despite the perfect system,
Ready to tackle any misfit.
I failed to amend and refused to concede,
To their manufactured way of thinking.
I am not a rebel,
Merely an unaltered product of nature.
Why am I 'encouraged' to follow the rules?
Why sacrafice individualism to be accepted?
Claire Ann Joseph
What a whiny and overdone ending! well i was proud of it then and by gosh i wonder what my english teacher was thinking when i showed it to him! You know whats an unaltered product of nature?? Flatulation, its so pure and innocent.
Back to tests...my thoughts on the good points of taking crappy tests for crappy classes summed up in a quick AIM blurb haha
ClaireAnnJ: i feel like after a test
ClaireAnnJ: its a fresh new start
ClaireAnnJ: you can somehow will yourself to believe you gonna change
ClaireAnnJ: and you wont do this cramming thing again
ClaireAnnJ: i like that brief relief after i walk out of a test
jrmario47: haha, never happens, dont kid
ClaireAnnJ: yeah i kow but the few minutes after your done with a test you can disillusion yourself, its allowed
jrmario47: enjoy ur disillusion when it comes
Were all disillusioned idiots! Were iiiiidioooooooooooooootsssss. Were like hamsters in those little running wheels and we think were actually getting closer our hunk of cheese, but its all just a big fat rat race. Whats the solution to all this madness??
Sit around and smoke pot all day and dont feel guilty abt it, the KEY is to not feel GUILTY abt it 
Of course this could also be the worst advice or ranting youve read all day, so dont take any of this seriously. Release some gas and no matter what its gonna make you feel better
Gnite everyone!
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